Shurvey’s Weblog

Sometimes I honestly forget what part I’m on when I post/do these things, lol. I’m like…three parts ahead of this…If I truly do nothing else I can do a whole thing in about an hour….but really, I’ve got better things to do. Ah well, here’s part four for all of you who want to either read and/or attempt it!
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301. List 5 things you have not experienced that you would like to experience before you die.

A Skydiving

B Having a child

C Playing an interment, preferably banjo

D Traveling the world

E Meeting my boyfriend in person

302. Will you try to accomplish any of these things within the next year?: Hahaha…this will take me awhile…but I’d try if I could.

303. What do you feel controlled by?: My own destiny? No one controls me or rules over me except myself.

304. If Jesus appeared to you and told you that the moon was made of green cheese would you believe him?: Sure? I beat you he could make it happen….seriously.

305. What is one thing you are sure of?: Everyone has issues…some are just more serious then others…And by issues I mean something mentally wrong.

306. At what part of the day do you feel the most alert?: Now-a-days none really…I’m always so tired. However, if I’m with the right people I can be really awake.

307. Have you ever played in a band?: I guess so…was one singer out of many. X3

308. Have you ever stared into the ocean thinking ‘early creatures crawled outta that’?: When I was in Biology my Sophmore year I did, lol…

309. If not, what do you think of when you are staring into the ocean?: Besides that? Oh gosh…how deep it is….which ends up scaring me to the point I don’t go to the ocean.

310. Do you like the mental challenge of chess or other games?: Sure, hehe…but I suck at chess.

311. Do you ever think of where your atoms were before they were in you?: Rarely…the point is they’re me now. I won’t question their where-abouts.

312. Do you ever think about where your atoms will go after they have been in you?: They’ll one day form something new, hehehe…what else is there to guess?

313. If you didn’t know that people couldn’t fly do you think that you could?: Nope. I’ve fallen way to many times.

314. Are you someone that others call when they’re having a problem and want to talk about it?: Yes sir. All the time

315. When it comes to literature, do you see beyond the writing and into the meaning intended by the author?: If I’m truly into the book, yes.

316. Is there anything you can take apart completely, and then put back together, and have no left over parts?: Yes sir.

317. What are your feelings about the death penalty?: I’d rather not comment on this. We had a debat about this in Sociology…oh man did tension rise.

318. If there was a god and you could ask him/her one question what would it be?: How did the world start….that way we can stop all the dumb theories and know the truth.

319. Do you believe that life will be found on other planets?: I wouldn’t honestly know….Who knows what’s out there…I just say leave them to their peace.

320. What is something worth suffering for?: True love or freedom.

321. If you could put an extra eye on your body anywhere you wanted, where would you put it?: I’d replace it with one of my other eyes only it would be a different color….

322. Are you in touch with the earth and nature?: I think so. I’m the greenest one out of all my friends.

323. Would you rather live simply or extravagently?: Somewhere in the middle…need the high and low moments, you know?

324. Have you ever been camping?: Yup. TRUE camping even. No civilization anywhere around…just you, your crew, your packs, and canoes.

325. Is your heart open when you meet someone new?: Most defiantly. However, if they do certain things then it’ll close.

326. Are you able to have conversations with and become friends with people who are not like you and are interested in different things than you are?: Sure. All the time.

327. Are strangers more beautiful or frightening to you?: I’m honestly scared of them….

328. What stops you from doing everything you want to do?: Life in general. But hey, we live on right?

329. Can you think of three adjective that do not apply to you at all?: Dumb, tall, gloomy

330. How do you feel about Jeremy Jaynes, who got a nine year prison sentence for spamming people with junk email (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jeremy_Jaynes)?: PFFFT. Serves him right….If they tell you to stop, you stop….

331. Do you know who the current premier of China is?: Honestly no.

332. Are you very active?: I need to be more active….but I will be….gonna walk everyday for 30 minutes.

333. Is there a city that reminds you of the landscape of your brain?: Whaaaaat?…Okay, let’s go New York….

334. Have you ever loved someone who has loved you back?: Yes…I do right now in fact.

335. Is it really being ‘in love with’ someone if the other person doesn’t love you?: Nope…Never will be.

336. Do you believe that there is someone perfect for everyone or that people just fall in love with who ever they are with at the time?: There’s someone for everyone…

337. Do you know secret things?: I wouldn’t consider them secrets….but I know things don’t care to know.

338. Have you ever fallen in love with someone you shouldn’t have?: Sadly yes.

339. How do you overcome your fears?: I just keep trekking…..or I run…lol. For example if I’m in total darkness I run until I see light….>> Nothing wrong of being scared of the dark btw…

340. What can you do better than anyone you know?: My optimism. I ALWAYS look on the bright side no matter what.

341. Would you benefit from a wilder existence?: Wilder? Hell, I’m crazy enough as it is, lol.

342. Does it seem to you like the range of socially acceptable behavior is getting smaller or larger?:
Depends really…it shrinks and expands in certain areas…it more-or-less depends on the generation.

343. Have you ever fired a gun?: Nope, but I know how to.

344. Are people becoming more afraid of each other?: Once again it depends…This time it’s dependant on how one was raised and treated growing up….and possibly temperament…

345. If you had to choose the percentage of freedom vs. safety what ratio would you decide on (ex: 100% free 0% safe)?: 50/50….

346. Does safety stifle you?: No way.

347. Who or what needs to be stopped?: The higher ups in my country….A.K.A. YOU George Bush….Fucker.

348. Are human beings becoming more domesticated?: HAHAHA. Some yes, some hell no.

349. Do you follow the lives of the British Royal Family?: No sir…I’m not British…I’m a Yank.

350. How did the death of Pope John Paul II (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pope_John_Paul_II) affect you?: Not really….didn’t know who he was to well.

351. Have you ever lost something and never found it?: All the time.

352. Do you listen to any talk radio shows?: No way. If I wanted to listen to someone talk all day I’d listen to my mother or my friends…

353. Who do you trust more, your friends or your parents?: My parents…I’ve been deceived by ‘friends’ before, but never my parents…we just fight sometimes….rarely…

354. Would you ever date someone outside of your race or religion?: Sure. I am actually, but who honestly cares about that….Love is love, doesn’t matter who it’s with.

355. Which of the 7 deadly sins in the worst (gluttony, greed, pride, lust, envy, wrath, sloth)?: ..Lust…I think.

356. Which one are you most guilty of?: Sloth….defiantly. I could sleep ALL day….

357. Are you afraid to be alone with yourself?: Sometimes…I am an autophobic….

Do you try to avoid thinking?: Yeah…if I’m by myself my mind sometimes linger to bad times in the past…leading to depression….and even worse thoughts….but I’m rarely alone so it’s all good…

358. Would you venture to tell someone you loved him or her if they didn’t say it first?: Yeah. I’ve actually made a habit out of saying so first, lol. I don’t care if I’m a girl who asks out a guy….Ffffffffff.

359. What are you the most sensitive about?: When I know something to be true, yet others deny it.

360. What can you talk about for hours?: Any of my passions…really…or honestly, I’d love to talk about the world now-a-days…..but no one really wants to.

361. Do you talk about yourself, other people, or ideas the most?: It’s a mixture of everything.

362. Do you believe that spell casting can work?: I won’t doubt it, but I’ve never seen it done.

363. Are you a fan of The Legend of Zelda games?: Not really…

364. What old movie would you go see if it were re-released in the movie theaters?: Ice Age, hehehe…LOVE that movie.

365. Is there a celebrity that you would be too starstruck to talk to if you met them?: My idol..Steve Purcell….

366. Have you ever left a mean unsigned note?: No sir…If I say something mean I let the person(s) know it’s me.

367. Do you think it’s cheesy to paste things you didn’t write into your diary?: If it’s part of a quiz or result no…but sure?

368. What are three things that you try not to think about?: It’s one thing really…and I’ve mentioned these said people so many damn times. Otherwise my life is carefree, heheh.

369. Is casual sex acceptable for you?: Ummm….if I was married sure, otherwise no….

370. What form of sexual protection do you use?: >> I’m a virgin…..

371. What is expected of you that you feel is unnatural or not right?:..Honestly..I dunno….I guess showing pity all the time. I personally believe now that a person should solve the problem they have not moan and groan about it…that doesn’t help.

372. Do you sometimes place your own expectations on other people?: No way…I don’t think they’d be able to do them. I push myself to the extreme limit.

373. Do you sometimes act overeager to make friends when you are around strangers?: Nope. I’m honestly not a big fan of meeting people all time ^ ^’ I just act like myself….

374. Do you take everything that is said literally?: Sometimes I do….

375. Do you take most things others say seriously?: Not entirely, lol…We joke around a lot. It’s gotta be a serious situation for me to do that.

376. Do you have a quick wit?: Very.

377. Do you believe in the need for political correctness?: Now? Defiantly…we’re headed down a very steep hill…

378. Do you have strong opinions and beliefs?: Yup.

379. If yes, can you still hang out with and be friends with people who disagree with you?: Sure. A friend and I used to debate about politics all the time…He’s a Republican and I’m a Democrat…we never really fought though.

380. Are you uptight?: Not really…I’m VERY mellow…but get me on the wrong subject and I can be.

381. Do you sometimes do risky things?: All the time, heheh…

382. Could just about anyone hold your interest in a conversation for at least ten minutes?: I think so…Possibly.

383. Are you self-conscious?: Never. Sure, I get on myself for being chubby sometimes, but I don’t hate myself for it.

384. What would be your ideal destination for a Saturday afternoon?: Exploring some wooded area for fun.

385. Does anyone have a video tape of you doing soemthing embaressing?:…..OH GOD. That freakin’ thing we taped of me when I was little at Blockbuster….I HATE that thing….My parents still have it I think….

386. What is Kevin Smith’s(http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kevin_Smith) best movie?: Not a big fan of movies…..so I dunno.

387. Where do you like to go on Friday or Saturday nights?: I usually stay at home….but if I could I guess I’d wanna run around downtown…

388. Do you like your friends to act the same way all the time or do you accept their moods and changes?: Diversity is more fun.

389. Do you often feel like other people are judging you?: I’m sure they are, but I honestly don’t care.

390. What do you think other people judge you to be like?: They’ll think I’m either annoying or crazy…same as always, but at least I’m being myself.

391. Are you quick to judge others?: Not entirely…I’ve gotta know them for a very long time before I jump that gun.

392. When you have a fight with someone do you want to talk about it right away or calm down first and then talk?: Calm down first.

393. Some say love is a river (according to the old song). What do you say love is?: I say it’s an ocean….it can be deep, but it can also drown you if your not careful.

394. What is the worst fault a person can have?: Being intentionally cruel for a stupid reason…

395. Do you have it?: No sir…I’d never do that.

396. Which do you think has more impact on a person’s character, genetics or environment?: It’s a balance…

397. Who was your first best friend?:…..Sarah?….Or Katie…I forget, lol.

398. If you are not best friends anymore, what came between you?: Ah, lol, one moved and the other went to the popular kids group….

399. Who have you read a biography about?:….Uhhh…I think it was Martin Luther King Jr.

400. What would your own autobiography be called?

This reading is based on —
Birth Name: Brittany Renee Jackson
Birth Date: 11/9/1989 (November 9, 1989)
Your Inner or Soul’s Urge: This is spiritual and emotional expression more than physical. It is your heart-felt desires, your incentive, how you look at life. Here are your areas of personal satisfaction.
Number: 3

You respond to life from the heart. You want joy and happiness for yourself and for those around you. Inspiration and imagination are yours in abundance. You are somewhat of a dreamer.

Children and pets occupy a special place within.

You enjoy beauty, popularity, and constant activity. What you have is all you ask for.

Life is a game. You enjoy life as it comes, laughing at discouragement or failure, and never letting depression get the upper hand. Even so, there is a reticent side to your nature. You might be living in a world of feeling and emotion. You fall in Love easily.

You can see beauty everywhere. And you express your own beauty through your varied artistic talents — painting, sculpting, speaking, decorating, acting, music, writing — anything with color, form, or rhythm.

Seems you have a lot of friends; often entertaining, broadcasting your energy and your Love, giving everyone a good time. You are probably not unfaithful, but you enjoy flirting. You are kind and obliging. Your friends mean a great deal to you.

Patience and ability to concentrate could be enhanced for your personal benefit.

Your Personality: This is physical expression more than spiritual or emotional; your outer self, the way you express when meeting others. It may or may not be the real you.

Number: 1

You present yourself as a special individual, imbued with self-reliance, originality, and strong will power. You often appear witty and dignified, and enjoy being around other go-getters. With a definite goal, you can be enormously productive.

You are prone to self-centeredness and want to be first in all things.

Yours is a likeable personality and can be very persuasive. To enhance this aspect of yourself, wear clothing with straight lines, well-fitted but loose, with bright and cheerful colors. If possible, do not be overweight.

Your Quiescent Self: Stripping away all outside influences, aspirations, ambitions, “shoulds”, and “shouldn’ts” — this is you when you are alone; just you and your dreams..

Number: 1

You are courageous and daring. You enjoy dreaming of accomplishments never before achieved, with yourself as leader or promoter.

Your thoughts and pleasure are related to leadership and expression of your unique self. Also, family and friends are a credit to you, and people recognize your abilities.

Your Destiny or Ultimate Goal: This is your desired lifetime accomplishment. It is a key to a useful and happy life, and to feeling fulfillment during your latter days.

Number: 4

You are a builder, a manager and organizer to build solid foundations and structures that last for your and others’ security. This applies to all work you undertake.

Rather than just dreaming, you strive for tangible results. Your success depends much upon your personal determination, sincerity, perseverance, patience, and honesty.

You are systematic, methodical, trustworthy, dependable, and effective; a craftsman, a builder, and an organizer slowly and surely building for the future. You are solid yet durable, precise, and dignified. When you have a definite goal, you are persistent until it is reached.

You know the value of a job well done.

Your Life’s Path: Here are clues to what fate has in store for you. It indicates the type of encounters, events, and opportunities you are likely to experience along your physical life path.

Number: 11

You are drawn to movements or organizations with idealistic aims. You have a tendency to become caught up in fanatical cults or other fringe movements. Your path includes diplomacy in its various aspects — smoothing the affairs of others with discretion, tact, intuition, cooperation, patience, persistence, persuasion, and loyalty to those you serve; being the peacemaker, cultivating friendships, and helping others reach their goals. Your path is easier when you express kindness and gentleness and are considerate of others’ feelings.

Your path includes developing your talents of invention, seeking the discovery of new principles, and elevating everything to the plane of inspiration. If you decide to investigate the psychic, healing, and metaphysical fields, you will be able to put them to their highest use. Trust your intuitions. Inspire by your own example. You can effect more change through persuasion than by force.

Your opportunities are along spiritual lines or in the realms of invention, metaphysics, politics, or acting. You are liable to achieve great public attention and influence if you do not seek them from ulterior motives. You do well helping others reach their goals.

This Year’s Path: Here is what you are likely to encounter this year — your feelings, your predominant perspective, and the type of situations, circumstances, and opportunities you tend to attract during the calendar year.

Number: 3

This is the year to express your inspiration, your imagination, your creative thought, and your deep emotional feelings. You desire to do more entertaining this year and accept more invitations. Take time off to enjoy yourself.

You can give color and warmth to all levels of living. Be artistic. Express yourself joyfully. Now is the time to follow those inspirational and imaginative ideas you are so excited about. Follow your desire for self-improvement; the year is rich with opportunities for inner growth.

It is a colorful and eventful year, with pleasure, opportunities for travel, enjoyable social activities, and entertainment coming your way.

Allow your abundance of cheer and optimism to guide you.

Next Year’s Path.

Number: 22

This is a practical year; no long leisurely periods for dreaming, personal indulgence, or careless living. It is a time to build the firm and secure foundation upon which your future depends, using practical values and steady application. It is also the time to work out the details of that project you’ve been thinking about.

The year opens the door to a greater understanding of your soul purpose. It presents opportunities to serve on a larger scale.

This is the year to find where you stand in life, and to be practical about it — to pay attention to details; no time for careless living. This is your chance, with hard work and specific orientation, to do something big for yourself and for the good of the world. It is the year to put your dreams to practical use.

This year demands a lot of work, not only to improve the present but also to build practical foundations for the future. Your diligence brings commensurate rewards. With good sense, you can meet all requirements and experience satisfactory gain.

Your gatherings, meetings, parties, and trips are mostly related to work or business. Read the fine print of all transactions.

As part of the practical focus of this year, attend to health matters.

Last Year’s Path.

Number: 2

Harmonious associations are very important for you this year. The year’s success and good results will be obtained through diplomacy, cooperation, tactfulness, and good relationships. It is a year for receiving and sharing rather than aggressively pursuing your own way.

Your intuition and emotions are enhanced this year.

It is a busy year, with endless demands on your time. It is easier to work with others rather than doing things by yourself.

Your plans and developments may experience periods of delay. No need to worry about that. Things move slower this year.

The year can revitalize your peace of mind. It is a good time to strengthen your friendships.

Well, to start off I want to thank all who come to see my blog. I’ve read some of your comments and it means a lot to me. Thanks again.

Today I’m honestly all mixed feelings though…After some deep conversation this morning with a ‘brother’ of mine it just made me appreciate and be thankful for what I have and who I am….I’ll never understand how some people act…but I guess I was never meant too…I’m not saying more then that since it’s personal….but I know I have a new perspective on life….I still feel a little empty inside after that….but I’m hoping it’ll fill back up again soon…

Ah well, hehe….I think my blog is, more-or-less, a survey/quiz blog….so I might as well put a little something on here to make it more interesting. XD

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The Letter A
Are you available?: Lol…This can be taken in So many ways, but no.
What is your age?: 18 years, 8 months, and 14 days old.
What annoys you?: Smart asses who think they know EVERYTHING. Which they don’t.

The Letter B
Do you live in a big house?: I don’t think so…It’s averaged size at most.
When is your birthday?: November 9th
Who is your best friend: I’ve got three. Shaina, Charlie, and Monica.

The Letter C
What’s your favorite candy?: I love them all, lol.
Who’s your crush?: Brendan, hehe…but he’s more then a crush…
When was the last time you cried?: Good question, lol…does a yawn cry count? If so about two days ago….

The Letter D
Do you daydream?: Everyday, lol. I have to, to fall asleep…
What’s your favorite kind of dog?: ….Sam from Sam and Max…I’m not really into dogs anymore…
What day of the week is it?: Wednesday

The Letter E
How do you like your eggs?: Yup…I’ve been craving them for so long too…
Have you ever been in the emergency room?: Oh yeah..Hated it.
What’s the easiest thing ever to do?: Getting excited/amused.

The Letter F
Have you ever flown in a plane?: Yup…hated it…
Do you use fly swatters?: Nope. I respect bugs.
Have you ever used a foghorn?: Hehehe…Good idea…>D

The Letter G
Do you chew gum?: Can’t. My teeth are too sensitive for it. Plus singers aren’t suppose to….>>
Are you a giver or a taker?: I do both equally….
Do you like gummy candies?: Rarely…hurts to eat them, but I’ll try to suck them…

The Letter H
How are you?: Could be better…sick and in pain, but otherwise Grrreat!!! X3
What color is your hair?: Dark Brown with tints of auburn red.

The Letter I
What’s your favorite ice cream?: I love them all, lol…Sad to say not to often. Lactose intolerant.
Have you ever ice skated?: Yeeeah…and I feel…a lot…
Do you play an instrument?: I sing( Soprano 1 ) and I mess around with my keyboard.

The Letter J
What’s your favorite jelly bean brand?: The Harry Potter ones!
Do you wear jewelry?: No way….I hate jewelry…

The Letter K
Who do you want to kill?: In games, sure….but the only way I’d kill another was if they were trying to kill me…
Do you want kids?: Yeees.
Where did you go for kindergarten?: Kiddy Corale(?)…got to go home with my mom on her breaks too, hahaha.

The Letter L
Are you laid back?: Very, lol…People even get mad at me when I DON’T get mad.
Do you lie?: Nope. This can be a good and bad thing.

The Letter M
Whats your favorite movie?: Wall-E.
Do you still watch Disney movies?: Yes sir/mam.
Do you like mangos?: Yeeeah…but that after taste gets me, lol.

The Letter N
Do you have a nickname?: Too many, lol…
Whats your real name?: Brittany Renee Jackson
Whats your favorite number?: 2 and 8.
Do you prefer night over day?: Not really…the dark is evil..

The Letter O
What’s your one wish?: World Peace…we need it right now…
Are you an only child?: Nope. I’m the youngest child.

The Letter P
What one fear are you most paranoid about?: My Autophobia…A.K.A. being alone…
What are your pet peeves?: Being woken up, art theft, and people who try to lecture me on things I already know…I ain’t stupid. >>
What’s a personality trait you look for in people?: Well, nothing really…I’ll accept anyone for themselves…however, I’d like someone to tell me how they are exactly straight up…and also I won’t tolerate people who are cruel for shits and giggles…That’s not cool.

The Letter Q
What’s your favorite quote?: “Don’t worry. Be happy.”
Are you quick to judge people?: Nope…I only judge when I know that person extraordinarily well.

The Letter R
Do you think you’re always right?: Nooo…
Are you one to cry?: Very easily, hehehe…

The Letter S
Do you prefer sun or rain?: Sunshine.
Do you like snow?: Uh..no…it kinda scares me actually.
What’s your favorite season?: Spppring.

The Letter T
What time is it?: 4:43 P.M.
What time did you wake up?: 9:11 A.M…but I took a nap and woke up again at 2:02 P.M.
when the last time you slept in a tent?: Last year…When I went to Quetico.

The Letter U
Are you wearing underwear?: Yeah…Not going commando my friend.
Underwear or boxers?: ….girl undies…X3;

The Letter V
What’s the worst veggie?: Brussels Sprouts…that’s it.
Where do you want to go on vacation?: Anywhere…Not picky.

The Letter W
What’s your worst habit?: Bieng obsessive over cleanliness, lol…OCD you know.
Where do you live?: A city near St. Louis, Missouri.
What’s your worst fear?: Having everyone I love most hate me and leave me….

The Letter X
Have you ever had an x-ray?: Plenty of times. For the same thing too, lol, my foot.
Have you seen the x-games?: Nope, lol.
Do you own a xylophone?: Nope, lol.

The Letter Y
Do you like the color yellow?: Yeah, hehehe.
What’s one thing you yearn for?: …Hrm…A job?

The Letter Z
Whats your zodiac sign?: Scorpio and Snake.
Do you believe in the zodiac?: Not all the time…
Favorite zoo animal?: Seals!!

Just because I’m a bored shanty with nothing better to do today….
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Just to keep true to my word, part 3
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Part Three

201. Put these creatures in order from what you would least like to be reincarnated as (1), to what you would most like to be reincarnated as (10) assuming reincarnation ended up existing AND you were given a choice.

caterpillar, house dog, wild dog, vulture, male human, female human, oak tree, rock, manta ray, dolphin

caterpillar, rock, house dog, wild dog, oak tree, manta ray, dolphin, male human, vulture, female human

202. What do you feel unworthy of?: Criticizing another…no matter what it may be. No one has the right to do this.

203. Would you rather be remembered for having done something for humanity or being a really nice person?: Not really sure…Down sides to both, if your really nice people will think your a pushover….however, if you did something nice for humanity that does not mean by any means you did it without doing harm or illegally….so….I’m honestly not sure…

204. Which do you value more: science or intuition?: Hrm..Hard…I value both really. I value anything that can help me get to the conclusion of a question.

205. Your best friend and your significant other are in the hospital at the same time with the same ailment. Who do you visit first?: Significant other…sad to say, they would probably be higher on my closeness list…Then again..it depends on which best friend also….If it were either of my three ’sister’s then we’d see.

206. Does the universe revolve around human beings?: Oh hell no. Not a chance. It revolves around everything…..Unfortunately equality among things is vastly unbalanced.

207. If you are no longer a virgin, do you wish you still were?: I am actually.

208. Who is your favorite poet of those who are alive right now?: Sadly not sure…I haven’t been keeping up in literature over the years( even though I did take English classes )…but I’m catching up slowly. So give me some time one this and I might get back to you.

209. What is your favorite song from the 90’s?:….Does Macarena(?) count? Even though that song is truly nasty…if you really listen to it, lol.

210. If you were in alphabet soup what letter would you be?: I, so I could be apart of the phrase ‘I love you’.

211. Do you believe in fairies, ghosts, aliens, angels, dwarves, elves, etc.?: Sometimes….this goes off in spurts though.

212. What makes you want to be someone’s friend?: If they appeal to me…same interests, are friendly when I first meet them…Someone who can make me come out of my shell without much effort…

213. Do you troll around the Internet harassing people anonymously for fun?: Oh no…That’s not right….but I know people who do…..grrr….

214. Have you ever seen the movie A Man Who Fell to Earth?: No sir.

215. What is your favorite line from a movie?: ‘I laugh at the face of danger. HAHAHAHAHA.’ – Lion King.

216. What’s your favorite video game?: Team Fortress 2. Two opposing construction companies butting heads enough to kill each other….

217. Have you ever taken something that wasn’t yours?: When I was younger, but not anymore. Grew ut of the habit.

218. What is one phrase people say that irritates you?: Racial slurs…..say any and I’ll be mad.

219. You allow strangers to read your diary, but would you let your parents read it?: Ummm…Sure?

220. Hot steamy bubble bath or quick in and out shower?: Bubble bath….I don’t do showers.

221. Are you allergic to anything?: I don’t believe so.

222. What is your favorite Terminator movie?: Let’s go with the first one…Never saw it, but who cares, lol.

223. What is your favorite fast food?: Not to picky.

224. What would someone have to do to get you to never speak to him or her again?: Not literally, but when I’m down they’d keep throwing punches and kicks anyway…or they continue to hurt me emotionally.

225. Would (or have) you ever whip someone or be whipped by someone in bed?: Uhh…er….Dude, I wouldn’t know…I’m too young to be thinking of that… >>

226. Have you ever said ‘I hate everyone’ and really meant it literally?: Nope. I can’t literally hate everyone…there’s god knows how many people I don’t know…but I did say it to a specific group and meant it.

227. Why do some people want to get more money than they could ever spend?: To brag is my guess….or to make sure they’re totally financial secure.

228. Have you ever won a carnival fish?:….Possibly…Don’t recall.

229. Did it live more than a week?: My fish live awhile….

230. What’s the best sounding accent a person can have?: Any, lol…I have many myself, but apparently the most perfected I have is a French one….

231. What’s the most boring thing you’ve ever read?: Ummm…Some western story…Wild Bill or something…He was trying to capture a tornado…I literally feel asleep on the book drooling…

232. Do you prefer buttons or touch screens?: Buttons, lol….Oooo. Lookit’ the pretty buttons!!!

233. Do you think there is a lot of similarity between the Harry Potter books and the Lord of the Rings series?: I wouldn’t know. Never read either….I knooooow…I’m a deprived child and must be beaten….At least y’all can’t give me those looks I usually get when I say I haven’t done/seen something.

234. Would you consider yourself to be naive?: I used to….still am a little…but not as much as I used to be.

235. Which of your friends is most likely to go to jail?: …Uh…er… *coughs*…Hehehehe…Spare me please…but honestly, I think any one of them….You never know what could happen in a split second to make a person do what they do…

236. What is the smallest amount of money that could be in a public toilet that would make you reach in and grab it?: If I had a plastic glove I’d do it….But otherwise no way in hell…Unless it was at least a $500 one….I’m OCD…to I have a high standards to my cleanliness….

237. Would you ever wear real fur?: I believe in animal rights, so no way.

238. Arachnophobia or Eight Legged Freaks?: Actually, lol, I LOVE spiders. Ever heard of totem animals? Well if not, look it up….but anyway, a spider happens to be mine.

239. What are your feelings about police officers?: I respect them…As long as they’re actually truly doing it to protect people….but I’ll still amuse them by being good…

240. what is your favorite line from a song?: Burn baby burn….

241. Is fifty dollars a lot of money?: Well, depends on what you wanna spend it on, but it can be.

242. Do you like the band Front 242 (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Front_242)?: Never heard of them, lol.

243. Would you rather have fame, money, or self-satisfaction?: Self-satisfaction….Why do something if I’m not happy with it?

244. What’s your middle name?:…Renee……grrr…I usually give this instead of my last name a majority of the time.

245. What is the absolute limit, the craziest thing you would do for a million dollars?: Lol…I’m up for anything…

246. Are you good, evil or neutral?: I’m a mixture of both good and evil….More good, but when I am evil I can be heartless….Ah well, lol. Rarely evil….so be thankful.

247. Should ebonics (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ebonics) be considered a language?: Lol…If it has a set of grammatical rules and words, then yes….it is a language.

248. What color is your bedroom?: Light blue…VERY kiddish…it’s white on the ceiling though…

What color would you like it to be?: Not sure…I guess I’m used to the color now…

249. When are you planning to move to a new home?: Not until I know I have enough money to move…

250. If you added up the cost of everything in the room with you, approximately what would it come out to be?: Oh lord, lol….My room is very expensive…Let’s just leave it at that….

251. Do you blow your nose in public?: Why would I not good sir? If I must, I must.

252. Do you want to follow in your parent’s footsteps?: Ahh…not really…No offense to them, but they don’t always spend money wisely….

253. What is the coolest web site you know of?: Ah..YouTube…let’s go with the band wagon, lol, but they post some pretty damn cool movies man…funny stuff.

254. Which cartoon would you most like to see turned into a movie?: Sam and Max…

255. Of the following, which word best describes you: enthusiastic, fair minded, generous, helpful: Fair minded

256. Can you eat with chopsticks?: Yes sir, lol. Pretty darn well.

257. Could you tell real money from counterfeit?: Nope.

258. What do you think about school uniforms?: I hated them. I didn’t honestly have much to choose from….Not all my clothes were comfortable…really.

259. What ancient civilization would you most like to visit?: Aztec’s….Learned about them the most….

260. What would make a great new Crayola color?: Puke green…Don’t ask…it just randomly came to mind.

261. If an art project is created with the intent of getting rich and famous, does that cast doubt over its significance as a work of art?: I guess so…you should create something because you want to create for the pure joy of it…not because you want to be famous.

262. If you became president, whom would you invite to sing at your inauguration?: Some random guy in the audience…Might as well spice up life!

263. Who is the greatest philosopher of your country?: Anyone. Everyone has some small piece of good advice to offer…It’s just weather we choose to take it or not.

264. If all the nations in the world are in debt, where did all the money go?: Don’t ask me…the countries leaders have to spend it on the country as well…and sometimes on stupid shit…

265. Is it as easy to make you happy now as it was when you were a child?: Oh..easier, lol. XD I’m easily amused.

266. Who knows more…you, or your parents?: My parents…they’ve lived longer, thus have seen and experienced more.

267. What instrument would you like to be famous for playing?: Banjo

268. Children fill its lungs completely with air. Adults breathe in a more shallow way, not filling their lungs completely. Why the change?: As an adult your body is more used up. After years of stress and also wear and tear to the body it’s not as easy as it would be if you were younger.

269. Would you have sex with a stranger for one million dollars?: Hell no…

270. Are you completely in control of your body?: I think so.

Are you completely in control of your mind?: Sometimes…About 90% of the time yes, but when I’m supremley depressed it can go either way.

271. Which is more romantic: an expensive, glittering bouquet OR flowers that were hand picked as they grew beside the parkway?: Awww…hand-picked flowers.

272. Do you know yourself well enough to understand why you feel the way you do?: Oh yes. I just choose not to tell others….unless they’re special to me.

273. Which do you do more often: let movies, songs and books put your feelings into words for you or put your feelings into words by yourself?: Put my feelings into words myself.

274. Do you believe celebrities when they are endorsing a product?: Not entirely…they get paid t act you know.

275. What kind of movies do you wish were made more often?: Good ones….XD

276. Does fashion matter to you?: Not really. Never will.

277. Should politicians be held to the same legal standards as everyone else?: Yeah…..they should never get special treatment…not that special anyway.

278. What do you get in trouble for the most?: Being too loud.

279. Should parents spank their kids?: When it’s absolutely necessary…It’s not child abuse when used in those extreme circumstances.

280. What is your worst daily habit?: Being lazy sometimes….I do it eventually, but not as fast as I could.

281. If you had your choice which one TV show would you have canceled?: …Dang…Erm….Uhhh…Tim and Eric Supershow….stupid man…Very stupid.

282. Do you like the taste of sweet or salt?: Depends on my mood.

283. Are you very precise about what words you use to describe your feelings and thoughts?: Yes…this is why it takes me awhile to express how I feel.

284. What do you feel the most guilty about?: Something I did to a cat so long ago…..

285. Do you meditate?: Yes sir.

286. Can dreams be visions, or do you feel they are always random images?: It’s been proven to be both.

287. Do you try to write/say what you are feeling in a true and simple way?: Both…depends on how deeply I feel about the subject.

288. The thief _______ that everyone steals.

What verb would you fill in the blank with?: accuses

289. What’s the most incredible experience you ever had?: Laughing. No matter how I feel, this bubbly feeling makes me happy.

290. Are you ever afraid to write/say/think how you feel?: Sadly, all the time…

291. Do you write/say/think it anyway or become intimidated and try to avoid it?: Try to get rid of it….

292. What is one thing you can’t do?:…See perfectly…

293. Do you like movies starring Charleton Heston(http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Charleton_Heston)?: Awww man…he played in Caesar….that movie bored me…

294. Are you gentle?: Very much so.

295. When do you feel the most raw and vulnerable?: When I’m utterly depressed….

296. Are you trying to find yourself?: All the time.

297. Where are you looking?: For myself you mean? From within…where else will I find me?
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298. Are you sometimes afraid of being honest because you are afraid of hurting people’s feelings?: Yeah….but that’s starting to dissolve.

299. What would make you a stronger person?: I think so yes.

300. What book would you like to read sometime soon?: I want to finish The Stand and start either Mercy or Wanted Things, lol.

Well, now I finally have some time to myself to write something decent….or close to it. However, I would like to say Happy Birthday, again, to my mother. She has finally past the ‘middle’ age as I put it….or 50. I doubt she would appreciate her age being online, but honestly who cares. Wisdom comes with age yes( in some shape or form anyway. )?

Anyway, life has been too dramatic for my taste for the past few days. Family issues, but to be more specific MONEY issues…I do not honestly think I cost my parents too much…I do not ask for anything, rarely. I will not say exactly what it is, since I want to respect my parents wishes, but truthfully it irks me. I guess I should be used to this since I have grown up with this ‘threat’ my whole life, but not now. The economy has seen better days, now is no time to fool around with money since you could lose everything you have. My mom talks to people daily in fact….but I digress, back on topic. Said issue also causes fights….which, bluntly, are stupid….in a sense. My dad tends to treat himself a little to much sometimes….my mom hates this. My brother and I have been trying to get her to treat herself as well, since it’s only fair, but she never listens….She really should….Like I said I’m inexpensive now so I do not see the problem….That’s life for you….Never makes sense.

That, folks, has been my life. Stressing and listening to things that have nothing to do with me. I came to a realization as well. I love my parents to death, but I will not regret moving out. For about my whole life I have never had a peaceful life…once. Bad luck from stupid choices always seems to cloud up this house. I want a more peaceful environment….Who I would move in with…I have an idea, but not really sure…I need a job first until I even think of making that step. After I save my grand for school then I can think of this….for now I am putting it on the shelf. No point in thinking of what can not be for a good couple of months.

Aside from their madness I have been up to nothing. Absolutely nothing. Still working here and there on my room project, but I have not been very productive….Ah well…I’ll make my shelf and do my boxes today…I have too…I feel so lazy and useless.

I guess to add more onto the random I am no longer single…I guess this is a shocker since I am actually sure about loving him. Yes, him. There was major confusion on weather I wanted to date guys again, but after dating my ex again for about two days I figured why not. Brendan is a year and a couple months younger then I, but who cares about age. I guess I am a little tense since two of my ex’s were younger then me….and oh boy, when we broke up they made my life a living hell for a couple of months. This, folks, is why I turned bi….cruelty. I digress though, that’s the past though…I doubt he would do that….I really do. It’s not a part of his character. I am just thankful I have someone as sweet as he is…I am going to try my best…better then my best even. I want to treasure every moment with him…when he gets back. He’s on a vacation now. Hoping and wishing him the best of times…sealed with a kiss.

For now I should do less talk and more action…and I will.

Hehehe….Now haven’t I been the inactive little punk, neh? Not entirely..I’ve been superbly busy actually. I’ve had chores racked up on me from every angle….And I’m still going to continue to get them too…Sadly, lol. Seeing that my mom is off I get to finally clear out my closet. After that, the true demolition of my room begins. I apparently need to re-arrange my room slightly anyway…..Seeing that my bed takes up clearly half the room this might seem…hard…>> S’what I get for a bunk bed….but it’s awesome with slumber parties…really…I can fit up to…possibly 4 people on it. XD In fact I’ll be greatful for it tonight….Slept on the floor last night since I forgot and neglected to dry the last pair of bed clothes for the top bunk…Ooops. It’s not so bad really…on my back, but when I try to sleep on my side it hurts a little…Maybe that’s just me, but since I neglect to drink milk or eat dairy daily my bones aren’t that awesome….Which is weird, considering I feel down some stairs yet didn’t break anything….I guess I’m just flexible.
Just a note that I won’t be writing for a good while….I’ve got my graduation party tomorrow and chore maintenance ahead of me…Ah well, good news is I got part 3 done on the 5000 quiz thing, so I’ll post it sometime this week so y’all have something interesting to read….or steal, lol.

I’ve had this done for awhile….same day as the first actually…Just don’t want to post this up too fast..you know? Ah well, lol, more answers from me!
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Part Two
101. What does happiness/joy feel like physically?: I feel like a light has flared inside of me. It starts to sparkle all over my body…overall I get over-heated and jittery.

102. List five people you love starting with the one you love the absolute most.

A My parents ( I can break the rules…it’s heartless choosing one over the other.)

B Kyle

C My pets

D Monica and Shaina( Both my ’sisters’….once again, same as the first )

E H’erman

103. How many movies have you gone to see this month?: Going to see one tomorrow…so one…

104. If you could have 3 wishes…but none of them could be for yourself, what would you wish for?: My parents win the lottery, my brother finds true happiness, Monica gets undepressed.

105. In what ways do you relax and de-stress when you are really tense?: Meditate or talk to myself in my head….No…I’m not crazy…

106. How much money would it take to get you to drive to school naked in the springtime and get out of the car?: A whole lot dammit….Enough for my mom’s dreams….So…..Maybe….3 million or more…

107. Have you ever killed an animal?: Oh yes……*looks away*

108. Have you ever lost someone close to you?: This has happened plenty of times…In a some-what fight right now actually.

109. What do you think of cloning?: Errrr….Not really sure…I say use it for food….That way no one goes hungry…

110. Do you read or watch TV more often?: I was about to say, lol….Read TV?! WTH…But I do both equally.

111. With all this talk of terrorism going around are you willing to sacrifice rights and freedoms for increased safety?: Sure…if that means I’m equally safe from creeps that aren’t terrorist in the country too….

112. What is the punishment you would come up with for Osama Bin Laden if you caught him alive?: I thought he was dead….Or is he? I say…some…death penalty if he’s not already…

113. Have you ever named an individual part of your body?: Sure…Just did…Let’s call my ‘girls’ Cupcake!

114. Have you ever been on the radio or on TV?: Yup. Both, lol. Performed for both…I think I’ve been on TV more though.

115. Have you ever won a lottery, or sweepstakes?: Ummm….Kinda?

116. Have you ever won a contest or competition?: Oh sure, lol.

117. Do you like to watch The Joy of Painting show with Bob Ross (check out this link if you don’t know who he is. Also please note me if you notice the link is broken) http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bob_Ross_(painter)?: Possibly…He might be able to help me….but I doubt it.

118. Do you know what your grandparents and your great grand parents did for a living?: My grandma works for a college and used to work for the Pie Pantry….My deceased step-grandpa worked at a gas station….the rest…no idea…

119. Is there anything really interesting in your family history?: Sure. Part of my family is related to famous people, we’ve met famous people, my mom’s family almost went on Family Fued, and one of my ancestors was an Indian chief! There’s probably more I haven’t been told off, lol.

120. Is there anyone you trust completely?: My parents…that’s it.

121. Have you ever lost someone without having the chance to say goodbye?: Yeah.

122. How do you feel about women in politics?: Hey…women can be just as responsible as men….and this is coming from a girl who hates girls….

123. Would you rather have an indoor Jacuzzi or an outdoor pool?: Outdoor pool.

124. What things are you interested in that you study or read about on your own?: Languages…any, doesn’t matter.

125. Would you consider yourself to be intelligent?: I believe so…I’ve gotten an I.Q. of 140 on a test once….

126. Would you consider yourself to be wise?: Sure…I’ve got common sense….it’s all you need to live…Plus I’ve been through some stuff or I’ve seen someone go through it…so I’ve got some tales to tell….

127. Have you ever given or received a lap dance?: No sir…

128. Have you ever spoken to a homeless person?: Some what…

129. Would you ever creep into the subway tunnels to go exploring?: Sure! I’m adventurous, lol.

130. If you could add 70 years to your life but only by making some random person die 70 years sooner would you?: Random? No…Now, fi I could choose, sure.

131. Can you finish any of the following lyrics? ( Uhhh…make my own, or are they apart of something? Making my own then…)

A: Nothing to kill or die for…: Living without a purpose.

B: Late comings with the late comin’ stretcher…: Time to haul another idiot to the hospital…

C: I could make a film and make you my star…: As long as you promise to tell the truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth.

132. Were you ever with someone while they died?: An animal, yes.

133. Would you rather be a world political leader or a rock star?: Rock star…

134. Have you ever given someone a love letter that you wrote?: I don’t write love letters…lol…

135. Have you ever sent someone a surprise though the mail?: Nooo…but I will, lol…And ooooh. What a surprise it will be!

136. Are you looking forward to any concerts right now?: No sir.

137. Of all animated movies, which is the best one you’ve ever seen?: Ratatouille, hehehe…Remy…Oh yeah…and Kung Fu Panda.

138. What are the best bands or songs to listen to while driving?: Anything that can lift my spirits and make me want to dance or sway….Oh yeah…dancing while driving.

139. What do you think is the most amazing thing that anyone has ever accomplished?:….Being able to change his voice into so many levels…Mel Blanc will be missed…

140. What could a member of the opposite sex do to impress you?: I don’t know…..Umm…Not be perverted/ Yeah…sorry guys, lol..Bet’cha get that a lot? No worries guys…I’ve got your backs…

141. About how many emails do you get a day?: Too many….

How many of those emails are junk mail?: Oh god…WAY to many, lol. I had to have it automatically delete them on receiving them.

How many of them are forwards?: None. I don’t e-mail.

142. What’s your favorite thing to do online besides write in your diary and hang out at this site?: IM, read, look at pictures, play games…the usual for me.

143. Do you believe Kurt Cobain (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kurt_Cobain) killed himself or was it a conspiracy?: I don’t really care….Oh bite me.

144. Have you ever though about hitchhiking across the country?: No way…Unless I knew the guy…but that would be a little impossible.

145. Who would you bring with you on this kind of a road trip?: Not really sure…

146. Of the following, which word best describes you: accurate, bold, charming, dependable: Bold.

147. If you are single, at about what age do you think you will be ready to settle down and get married? If you are married, how old were you at the time?: Not sure….In my late 20’s, early 30’s?

148. Do you often wonder, when you say goodbye to people, if it is the last time you will ever see them?: Oh no. Never.

149. What movie are you most looking forward to seeing when it comes out?: Bioshock, lol..It’s getting made >D

150. What is your quest?: To live life to the fullest I guess, lol.

151. What is louder and more annoying: 200 adults talking or one four-year-old screaming?: 200 adults talking.

152. Do you believe the stories about planes, boats and people mysteriously disappearing into the Bermuda triangle?: Never thought about it twice.

153. Who are you the most jealous of?: When people brag about others or their possessions…Drives me nuts….or about someone else…like a girlfriend/boyfriend….

154. What is the happiest way you can start your day?: Brainlessly….Just act, don’t think….

155. Do you ever have moments where you feel like everything is all right in the world?: All the time, lol….

156. Who thinks that you are offensive?: A lot of people..and I am. I can be a jerk >D Proud of it too….but I’m only mean to those who’re mean to me.

157. If you had to teach a class in something, what would you be able to teach people?: Video game ethics, lol….Let’s see you maggots survive!

158. Have you ever had a spiritual experience (an experience that cannot be explained by science)?: Out-off body…I think, lol…

159. Do you believe that this experience was truly mystical or do you think there is some scientific explanation for it, only you don’t know what it is?: Not sure…It happened, it was real. That’s good for me.

160. Do you get offended easily?: Somewhat….in reality no, but you’ve gotta do it right for me to be.

161. Would you still love and stay with your significant other if he or she had to have a breast or testicle removed?: Sure. Why not?

162. Do you believe in fate or free will?: Sure, hehehe. I’ve got free will. XD

163. Do you believe that only boring people get bored?: They have to…eventually. Then again, it depends on your philosophy of boredom…you could, in fact, be the boring one yourself…so do you get bored?

164. Can life change or are we all stuck in vain?: Vain…and it’s all getting worse. Image is everything apparently…

165. What changes are you afraid of?: None really…

166. Are you a day person or nocturnal?: Both.

167. What one CD could you listen to for an entire week (no mixed CD’s, it must be an album)?: Fatboy Slim…

168. Which is worse, working in retail, food service, or an office?: FOOD SERVICE…KILL ME NOOOW!!

169. What’s the coolest job you ever had?: None..McDonald’s fuckin’ sucked…

170. What is one central idea that your thoughts seem to come back to?:….Blankness? Or whatever might be bother or making me happy at the time.

171. Have you ever wanted to be an actor/tress?: Sure…Vocal though.

172. If you had the power to control one person and make this person do anything you wanted for a whole day, who would you pick and what would they do?: *twiddles her fingers evilly* Hehehe….A specific ex-friend…and erm…I’m not saying what I’d do….

173. What star sign are you and what is your sign like?: Scorpio….apparently we’re dangerous, secretive, magnetic, and motivated….

174. Did the Blair Witch Project scare you?: If I had watched it, possibly…

175. Are you in constant fear of death?: Oh no…I personally wanna know how I’d go….It interests me, lol…..But I’d never do suicide…no way.

176. Does fear of death keep you from building a life?: Oh no. I honestly wouldn’t care if I died…I’d probably be like, ‘….Oh….this is what it’s like…..Interesting…’

177. Do you like all your movies to be in wide-screen?: Nope, lol. Normal is fine with me.

178. Are you a fan of any comic books?: Oh yes, lol. I even collect them.

179. At what age did you attend your first funeral?: Oh gosh…..No idea…I was young though…to young to understand…

180. What do you smell like (lotion, cologne, sweat)?: My body wash….Some mixture of lotion and…erm…cream?

181. What are your greatest sources for wisdom?: People who’ve actually done it or personal experiences.

182. When you were little, where did your parents tell you babies come from?: I never asked…but I bet you the stork…or mommy and daddy…

183. What is your favorite band?: Fatboy Slim

184. What’s the best cheesy 80’s song?: Uhhh…Another One Bites the Dust? Sucks to be you!

185. What’s the best kind of movie to see on a date?: A Pixar film, lol….So cheesy…

186. Do you like to sit in the front, middle or back of the Movie Theater?: Middle or front.

187. Have you ever been inside an abandoned building?: I think so….I’ve been surrounded by them too…St. Louis has a lot of them.

188. Under what circumstances would you agree to work for free?: If someone was in absolute need…I’ve actually done this before.

189. Candles or strobe lights?: Candles…lol…I love how the fire flickers…

190. Do you think the Lord of the Rings movies are true to the books or did Hollywood change the story too much?: Never watched and/or read them.

191. When you see a stranger on the street does your first reaction lean towards thinking of this person as a potential friend or as a potential threat?: Threat….but I think of everyone as a threat until proved otherwise…

192. Is it natural for human beings to fear and distrust each other, or is it cultural?: Cultural….Media places that fear in us….Not sure if that’s good or bad.

193. What do you really want to buy?: My Sam and Max limited edition book, my Animal Yokocho manga, and The Orange Box….

194. You have to choose. Would you be happier marrying someone rich for their money or living in the streets and subway tunnels with someone you love?: Living in the streets with someone I loved…

195. If someone wanted to understand you what book could they read that would help?: Hrm…Let’s go Poppy…

196. Do you think it’s odd that Americans have freedom of religion and yet call themselves ‘one nation under god’?: Not really, lol…I don’t tend to dwell on our American ways to much…I know, I know, ‘Dumb American!’

197. In what sense are you a minority?: Actually, I’m part of several minority groups….African American, Native American, Hispanic…..so yeah….In more ways then one I’m screwed…

198. Are you anti social?: Oh yes. I can be. I am right now actually….Not interested in meeting anyone new.

199. Do you photograph well?: I think so…lol..I’ve been told I am very photogenic…

200. Do you think that human beings would survivor through a nuclear winter?: Some would, some wouldn’t…you know what they say, the strongest will survive….how they do this, however, can be in any fashion.

Warning: Cursing. A lot of F-bomb drops….but if you listen to it for what it’s worth, it’s actually pretty truthful….Even if he’s trying to come across funny. Maybe one day we’ll actually considering giving this a shot and seeing what happens?

Yup….I have no life….Which is…kinda true….Kinda. Wait in about a month…I’ll be busy as hell then. I’ll have college and artwork to do….I should be drawing now…and I will. I’ve got some stuff planned….but besides that, wasting time….Part one of who knows how many installments, lol….Not rushing this either…doing the questions when I feel like it…
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Part one
1. Who are you?: I’m a random girl, in a random town who plays games and draws. I’m more complex then this, but I don’t care to give a more detailed answer….

2. What are the 3 most important things everyone should know about you?: 1) NEVER force me to do anything, 2) Let me do things at my own pace, 3) I like to have fun

3. When you aren’t filling out 5,000 question surveys like this one what are you doing?: Being myself and doing whatever feels right to do at the time. So basically, I’ll do anything.

4. List your classes in school from the ones you like the most to the ones you like the least (or if you are out of school, think of the classes you did like and didn’t like at the time).: Well, for now I’m gonna have a Russian and Art class….or just Russian. Now that I get to choose a love my classes A LOT more.

5. What is your biggest goal for this year?: Get a job and start saving up for a better college.

6. Where do you want to be in 5 years?: Either doing my internmentship with Disney or still going to college and working.

7. What stage of life are you in right now?: Transitional adult technically.

8. Are you more child-like or childish?: How about both? I might be 18, but I act younger then that, lol.

9. What is the last thing you said out loud?: BUDDY…Just now in fact…yelling at the dog.

10. What song comes closest to how you feel about your life right now?: I’m walking on Sunshine.

11. Have you ever taken martial arts classes?: No…but I know how to beat people up anyway.

12. Does your life tend to get better or worse or does it just stay the same?: Well…It gets better if you ask me…sure, it can go down hill a little bit at times, but it always gets better in the end and makes up for the bad.

13. Does time really heal all wounds?: Sure…It does for me anyway…Until someone re-opens the wounds.

14. How do you handle a rainy day?: Sure.

15. Which is worse…losing your luggage or having to sort out tangled holiday lights?: Losing luggage…you might lose something REALLY important.

16. How is your relationship with your parents?: Very well, lol.

Will you miss them when they are gone?:….Possibly…Not really sure….if they die you mean..? Hell yeah…

17. Do you tend to be aware of what is going on around you?: Very well…too well that it effects my mood ALL the time…

18. What is the truest thing that you know?: Don’t get too attached to people…you don’t know when they might hurt you or be gone…

19. What did you want to be when you grew up?: Umm…Artist, EMT, or Engineer…working on being an artist now.

20. Have you ever been given a second chance?: Yeah. I regret it. I took it back though.

21. Are you more of a giver or a taker?: Equal.

22. Do you make your decisions with an open heart/mind?: A little of both….

23. What is the most physically painful thing that has ever happened to you?: Falling down the stairs and almost breaking my ankle….or getting shots in my toe…The liquid literally has to spread through tightly packed muscle and skin….Does NOT feel good..

24. What is the most emotionally painful thing that has ever happened to you?: When my group of ex-friends threw slanders at me on DA. They did this for about….2 months? It was funny though…an ex of mine recently tried to ‘make nice’….Oh boy…does he fail at life.

25. Who have you hugged today?: Umm…No one.

26. Who has done something today to show they care about you?: Ummm…Monica heard me out….

27. Do you have a lot to learn?: Who doesn’t? I’ll be damned if someone knows EVERY aspect of life…

28. If you could learn how to do three things just by wishing and not by working what would they be?

A Learn my other 6 languages fluently

B Master art

C Master every mathematical skill known to man

29. Which do you remember the longest: what other people say, what other people do or how other people make you feel?: Both equally….Unless I forget the person in general.

30. What are the key ingredients to having a good relationship?: Being honest about EVERYTHING. Don’t hide stuff….it’ll make you look bad…Oh yeah…and if you do break up, let it go…Don’t dwell on it.

31. What 3 things do you want to do before you die?:

A Improve my art ability

B Learn all my languages

C Live life to the fullest

32. What three things would you want to die to avoid doing?

A Meeting anyone from my group of ex-friends again.

B Having anymore bad relationships

C Live a life I’ll regret

33. Is there a cause you believe in more than any other cause?: Giving blood? I tend to do this every time I can.

34. What does each decade make you think of:

The 19.

20’s: Nothing.

30’s: Nothing.

40’s: Oldies music

50’s: Bioshock….Since it took place at the end of this era.

60’s: Team Fortress 2….takes place close to the end of this century too XD

70’s: ………….uhh…Not sure….some president…yeah…

80’s: A lot of random crap…Including the Berlin Wall going down…

90’s: My growing up days….Yeah…

2000 (so far): War…..

2010’s: Who knows….Wait..Are we suppose to live this long?

35. Which decade do you feel the most special connection to and why?: I think the 60’s – the 70’s….no idea why…I love the music….and it must’ve been cool seeing stuff evolve over time.

36. What is your favorite oldie/classic rock song?: Itsy Bitsy Tinnie Winnie Yellow Polka Dot Bikini.

37. What country do you live in and who is the leader of that country?: America and George W. Bush.

If you could say any sentence to the current leader of your country what would it be?: FUCK YOOOOU.

38. What’s your favorite TV channel to watch in the middle of the night?: Adult Swim…so CN.

39. What Disney villain are you the most like and why?: Hrm….I honestly don’t know….Let’s go Ratigan ….because….we can both come up with evil plans?

40. Have you ever been a girl scout/boy scout?: Nope.

41. If you were traveling to another continent would you rather fly or take a boat?: Uhh..no, but I’ve been on both.

42. Why is the sky blue during the day and black at night?: Because the sun is or is not shining on a particular place of the globe at a specific time.

43. What does your name mean?: British Land, or From Britian.

44. Would you rather explore the deeps of the ocean or outer space?: Outer Space because I’m scared of deep water…

45. Word association

What is the first word that comes to mind when you see the word:

Air: Flower

Meat: Nasty

Different: New

Pink: Kirby

Deserve: Revenge

White: Clouds

Elvis: Music

Magic: Peter Pan

Heart: Plaque

Clash: Crash

Pulp: Orange

46. If you could meet any person in the world who is dead who would you want it to be?: Mel Blanc….the man of 1000 voices…

47. What if you could meet anyone who is alive?: Steve Purcell…He’s my hero…or someone from the HTF crew…

48. Is there a movie that you love so much you could watch it everyday?: The Green Mile

49. You are going to be stuck alone in an elevator for a week. What do you bring to do?: Food, water, something interesting to do….probably manga( English and Japanese ) and my Sam and Max books..

50. Have you ever saved someone’s life or had your life saved?: Yeah…I helped save someone once…Had to run really fast with a whistle to announce to a group of people a friend was having an asthma attack…

51. Make up a definition for the following silly words…

Fruitgoogle: A google site made out of fruit….do not ask.

Ambytime: Some girl name Amby, who’s so full of herself, who thinks she worth an hour out of everyone’s day.

Asscactus: A counting device made from a cactus.

52. What was the last thing you made with your own hands?: A picture.

53. What was your favorite toy as a child?:….My Bennie Babies.

54. How many TV’s are in your house?: …I think..4.

55. What is your favorite thing to do outside?: Climb trees.

56. How do you feel when you see a rainbow?: Childish wonder…even though I know what it is.

57. Have you ever dreamt a dream that came true?: Yeah.

58. Have you ever been to a psychic/tarot reader?: Nope.

59. What is your idea of paradise?: A place where my old unwanted memories are gone forever…so I’m pretty close to my own paradise.

60. Do you believe in god and if so what is he/she/it like?: I do…and he( universal he here ) can do whatever he pleases…change into whatever he wants.

61. Do you believe in Hell?: If there is a heaven there is a hell…Balance people.

62. What one thing have you done that most people haven’t?: Rolled a bowling ball down a flight of stairs for fun….making a hole in the wall as a result.

63. What is the kindest thing you have ever done?: Spending hours at a time trying to comfort a friend….but it always comes back in my face later….

64. Are you a patient person?: Sadly I am.

65. What holiday should exist but doesn’t?: No work Monday….

66. What holiday shouldn’t exist but does?: I dunno…..The more holidays, the more time off…if your lucky.

67. What’s the best joke you ever heard?: They’re all either too corny or not age appropriate…

68. Where is the most fun place you have EVER been?: Quetico, Canada

69. Is your hair natural or dyed?: Both.

70. Do you have any deep dark secrets or are you pretty much up front?: Up front…I don’t hide anything about myself.

71. What is under your bed right now?: Boxes, manga, and comic books.

72. If you were in the Land of Oz would you want to live there or go home?: Live there…for a bit.

73. If you drive do you frequently speed?: Nope…If I do I’m not looking at the speedometer.

74. What is the world’s best song to dance to?: Caramelldansen

75. What song was on the last time you danced with someone?: Hrm…I think it was Rock Solid…

76. Do you prefer Disney or Warner Brothers?: Warner Brothers….they haven’t lost their ‘true magic’ as much as Disney has…

77. What is the first animal you would run to see if you went to the zoo?:..Otters. XD

78. Would you consider yourself to be romantic?: Oh yes….to much in fact, lol..I’m a sap for romance….but I support yaoi/yuri couples…Hate HET.

79. If the earth stopped rotating would we all fly off?: No. That’s not physically possible…

80. What is the one thing that you love to do so much that you would make sacrifices to be able to do it?: Play Team Fortress 2….I love that game so much…

81. If you (and everyone) had to lose one right or freedom, but you could pick which one everyone had to lose, what would you pick?: Right to bear arms….A lot of people are iffy about this anyway, so why not?

82. If you had to choose would you live on the equator or at the North Pole?: North Pole…it’s cold there.

83. Would you rather give up listening to music or watching television?: …..Listening to music….

84. What do you think makes someone a hero?: Someone who’s open-minded and is willing to speak there mind against things that are truly wrong.

85. What cartoon would you like to be a character in?: Animal Alley or Happy Tree Friends…Animal fun all around!

86. Name one thing that turns your stomach: Meat…Hate it.

87. What was the last thing you paid for?: Happy Tree Friends Flash Alarm.

88. Are you a coupon clipper?: No sir.

89. Get anything good in the mail recently?: An invite to ITT and a blood drive reminder.

90. Which would you rather take as a gym class…dancing, sailing, karate, or bowling?: Karate.

91. In Star Trek people ‘beam’ back and forth between different places. What this means is they stand in a little tube and their molecules are deconstructed and sent to another tube somewhere else where they are reassembled. Only problem is when the molecules are deconstructed the person is dead. When they are put back together it is only a clone that has all the dead person’s memories. So…

Is the person who gets beamed the same person on both ends?: Oooo…scary….and possibly, possibly not…It depends on how they act AFTER and BEFORE being beamed…

92. What insects are you afraid of?: None. I like bugs….Mosquitoes freak me out though…

93. If you could print any phrase on a T-shirt, what would it say?: I’m me. If you don’t like it, then don’t stand around me.

94. What’s the most eccentric thing you have ever worn?:…My Quetico shirt in America, lol…Most people can’t handle it.

95. If you could pick one food that you could eat all you wanted but it would have no effect on how much you weigh, what food would it be?:….marshmallows, lol…….

96. What are your parents interested in?: Too much stuff….but they LOVE CSI things…

97. Have you ever caught an insect and kept it as a pet?: Sure.

Have you ever caught and tamed a wild animal?: Sometimes…Rabbits and an Opossum.

98. What is more helpful to you, wishes or plans?: Plans..they can actually happen.

99. When do you feel your life energy the strongest?: Whenever I’m fully awake.

100. You are spending the night alone in the woods and may bring only 3 items with you. What do you bring?: Food, water, a tent