Archive for October, 2008

5000 question survey: Part ten

Wow…honestly I’m shocked guys. I would’ve thought this place would die….apparently not heh. Sorry for the lack of updates…really I am. I’ve just been so busy lately….preparing for the military is no easy task.

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901. Would you rather have a candle scented like blueberries and creme or butterscotch pecan pie?: Blueberries and Cream…..I like fruity over desserty.

902. Which ones are fruits and which are vegetables:

Banana: Fruit

Cucumber: Vegetable

Tomato: Fruit

Apple: Fruit

Carrot: Vegetable

Eggplant: Vegetable

Cherry: Fruit

Pumpkin: Fruit….

903. Does it annoy you when people talk loudly on their cell phones in public?: Nope…lol…you might get to hear something juicy….

904. Is love a commitment to one person, or can you love more than one person at the same time?: Depends on what type of love your indicating. If it’s an affair I’d only love one person…if it’s love in genral I love a lot of people then…family…friends…pets…goes on.

905. Cover or original:

Smooth Criminal; is it better by Michael Jackson or Alien Ant Farm?: Original

Blue Monday better by Orgy or New Order:…I forget this song…*thinks*

I Want Candy; Is it better by Aaron Carter or Bow Wow Wow?: Original

Love Song; Is it better by 311 or The Cure?: I forget this song too…..

It’s My Life; Is it better by No Doubt or The Talking Heads?: Original

906. What is the most uncomfortable feeling?: To me it’s when my boyfriend is upset….Sometimes it’s hard cheering him up….and usually I end up in a horrible mood afterward….so it ranges from awkward to depressed….

907. Do you like Maroon 5?: Ahhh…so-so.

908. Would you ever go on a blind date TV show?: Nope….

909. How much of your wardrobe is dry clean only?: None of it!

910. Who’s arms would you like to crawl into?: Brend’s…if I could…I’d probably fall asleep as soon as I did.

911. What the hell is your problem?: A lot of things, lol. I could talk to you for hours about why I am the way I am….but some fo it might be either eye opening or scary. Lucky for you I’m sane, lol.

912. Look around you. What is the most beautiful thing you can see?: My pets….hehehe…

913. What is the most beautiful thing you can’t see?: Nature in general….in my room.

914. Take a deep breath. Yawn deeply. Do you appreciate the things most people take for granted, like breathing?: Oh yeah….Simplicity is my style…..Besides, one should always be thankful for what they have….no matter what it is. It’s a gift after all….I could actually live without a lot of the stuff I have…don’t need it, hehehe.

915. Do you appreciate breathing more when you have a cold and you’re all congested and can’t breathe right?: Actually no….It’s the same all around. Believe it or not I’ve got bad sinuses, so I’m always congested.

916. Is congestion a positive thing because it helps you to appreciate breathing?: I guess so…

917. How is your life like a work of art?: I’m constantly splashing colors into my life to make it more unique and inspiring…weather it be to myself or others.

918. Do you feel that your life influences and is influenced by many other lives?: I know I influence others…it’s a natural part of who I am…as for influences into my actually life is rare sometimes. I usually run with those rare insights for years on end though…..

919. Has a smile ever made all the difference in the world to you?: Yeah, hehehe…if it’s real. If I see a true smile I light up and smile back…makes me feel happy, hehe.

920. Have you ever looked at a tree and considered how the roots could be miles long, trailing and entwining with other roots underground, all of them holding the soil together?: No ma’am….but I will now.

921. Do you notice the little things in life?: Yes, all the time.

922. Do you feel, as Jung did, that deep down, underneath our individual personalities we are all the same?: Oh yeah…in some shape or form.

923. Do you feel a great oneness with the universe?: I’m not sure….I don’t think so…

924. When was the last time you decided to really enjoy yourself?:….I dunno…last night…I took a bath and broke out the bath crayons.

925. When was the last time you set your self free and acted without caring at all what someone else thought?: That last couples of years and I still do. After being teased for years it finally dawned on me to not care about those things anymore. I like acting like myself.

926. Have you ever held someone and appreciated how delicate and fragile all life is and felt that they were even more precious and beautiful because one day they would die..and so will you?: I only do that with my animals…and honestly I don’t like to think like that….the only time I do is when I see someone/something die.

927. In ten years someone else might own your house and the room you are sitting in now. Someone else might be standing right next to where you are sitting now. So that means you could be standing right next to someone but you can’t see him or her because they are ten years away.

Ever look at life like that?: No….but that’s a pretty neat way to look at it actually.

928. When was the last time you:

Soaked in a bubble bath: Last night.

Read a good book outside:…A couple months back.

Held someone’s hand: I forget.

Felt truly joyful: About 2 days ago.

929. What do you bring to this world that no one else can?: I have to say myself…No one’s like me and that makes me special. Everyone is special in their own way, but for me I help to brighten others…lead them in the right direction. I’m also weird and spunky…I can make people smile….I’ve been told a couple of times life would be different without me….I sound SO coincided right now! HAHA.

930. Do you feel that you are part of every living thing in this world and that all those things are part of you?: Yeah. We’re all made of the same things, hehehe.

931. Are you more afraid of death or not completely living?: Neither…if I’m meant to go I’ll go….Nothing I can do about it anyway.

932. What was the last thing you wanted to do but didn’t or couldn’t do?: Right now I want to buy some micropoints…but ahh..waiting 3 weeks won’t be so bad. I have already anyway, lol.

933. Why don’t you try and do that thing now?: I’m respecting a family pet….he needs that extra money more then I do….his life depends on it.

934. What is the most wonderful thing happening right now in the world?: Being alive…and appreciating it.

935. Name 7 things going on around you that you normally wouldn’t notice:

1.: My fan spinning…but it always is.

2.: My brother roaming around the house.

3.: Candycane swimming around.

4.: My hamster sleeping in his bowl.

5.: My plushy toys.

6.: The fact my room still needs cleaning….

7.: My leg fidgeting.

936. Name three things you hate

1.: Drama/Pity checks.

2.: Art theft.

3.: Feeling useless.

937. Name one GOOD thing about each of those 3 things you hate.: I got over hating the people I hold a grudge against….good enough?

938. What do you tend to see in black and white, rather than in shades of gray?: Honestly I couldn’t tell you….I’m very open-minded….so I’d have to come back when I actually experience it for myself.

939. Admit three things you do that you are ashamed of but shouldn’t be.

1.: Masturbation…Yeah yeah…you knew this was coming right? Well everyone does it sooner or later….I just admit I do it without remorse.

2.: Being in a serious mood when others want to be playful….Honestly it’s a little shitty I should be brought down because of this….really…..>>

3.: Speaking my mind…..I’m tending to do this more often when the mood strikes me….I guess some people can’t face the truth….it makes me feel like an ass having to be the one to tell them though….no one else will or they don’t have the balls for it.

940. What qualities make a person “good” in your eyes?: One who doesn’t want to hurt others, is respectful of every living creature, and tries to be a decent living person….

941. Do you have any of these qualities?: 2 of the 3…..I need to get a job…then I can say I’m being decent.

942. Are you willing to do what it takes to achieve what you want to?: Yup. I always have been. I work hard for what I want.

943. Name one bad quality about someone you love.: Too emotional….I respect this, but sometimes my mood dramatically drops when I talk to this person….I admit that I sometimes even hate them for it….and I know I shouldn’t….but maybe I’m just being too emotional myself….

944. Name one good quality about someone you hate.: They admitted they were wrong….

945. Are you pro life or pro choice and why?: Pro-life…..If you abort a child you’ll never know who they could’ve been or done….It’s all about karma, lol.

946. If you are pro life write a reason someone might be pro choice. If you are pro choice write a reason someone might be pro life.: They want to have a child under perfect conditions…they might not have enough to provide for it.

947. Can you see the beauty in?

A bumble bee: Yeah…heheh…I love bugs…but this bug helps to make flowers grow…

A man skating: Flexible and talents….

A woman combing her hair: Grooming herself to make herself look nice…nothing wrong with that.

A box of tissues: I heart these…lol….they help to clear out my nose….

Yourself naked: Kinda….lol. I still love myself though…

Light: Always! I fear the dark more then anything….this helps me to see again and to also not be afraid.

948. What are you most afraid of?: Being abandoned…but that’s starting to dissolve…honestly I think I can handle all my fear now.

949. Whose life would you REALLY NOT want to ever have?

Why?: Celebrities…..Too much chaos.

950. Can you come up with a reason why you might want their life?: None at all.

951. Name one thing that is beautiful about your body: I carry many heritages…and it shows.

952. Name one thing that is ugly about your body: I’m chubby….but it’s all good.

953. Name one thing that is beautiful about your mind: I’m creative in multiple ways.

954. Name one thing that is ugly about your mind: I’m very violent….split personalities.

955. Who was the last person you were rude to?: Probably anyone who I stopped talking to suddenly on MSN…

956.Are your elbows soft?: Yeah…but my elbow is so bony you wouldn’t notice.

957. Are you ticklish?: Horribly. My nerves are so over-active the slightest touch can tickle me.

958. Are you awkward or graceful?: A little of both.

959. Do you wear glasses/contacts?: Yeah, I wear both but I prefer my glasses.

960. If you wear contacts what’s the longest you have ever left them in your eyes?: A full day or 8 hours….

961. What’s going on where you are right now?: Nothing….most of my pets are asleep right now.

962. What is your favorite thing to touch?: Something soft and fleecy.

963. What is your favorite kind of incense?: Not sure…something calming I guess.

964. What relaxes you?: A lot of things really, hehehe…

965. How much time have you wasted?: I don’t even know…a lot I’d think.

966. How do you afford your rock and roll lifestyle?: I don’t….my parents help pay for it.

967. What does teen spirit smell like?: Sweaty gym change rooms…that’s what. Putrid in the sense someone’s that obsessed with a school and contagious since it spreads after awhile…

968. Do you mostly listen or hear?: Honestly….Listen! I rarely if ever get to talk in conversations sometimes….and if I do there’s always a chance they won’t listen…..so yeah….I’m a listener.

969. Look or see?: Looks….sometimes I can’t see clearly, so it’d be a lie to say I can see….

970. Do you comprehend all the things you read?: Not really….I can get confused or I look to into what’s being said…..

971. Is it necessary to be repetitive in order to be creative?: Depends….in the sense to create a certain look yes, but a picture of the same caliber? No….

972. Do you control your attitude or does it control you?: I think it controls me….

973. Are your relationships mostly passion or conversation?: More conversation then passion right now.

974. Do you do what needs to be done regardless of the consequences?: Yes…no matter what.

975. Is money how you keep score?: No….I don’t need money to be happy.

976. Who can you do everything or nothing with and still have the best time?: My parents….or Monica, lol…..

977. Just because you’re angry does that give you the right to be cruel?: No it does not….this is why I leave whenever truly angered…so I can scream to myself.

978. What is maturity and where does it come from?: The ability to handle responsibility and certain situations…and it comes form life…some mature way earlier then others.

979. Who is the maturest person you know?: My parents….sometimes they can be immature, but really they’re both wise….

980. Who is the most immature person you know?: From my description…Monica…She needs to learn to be more indepndant and to take care of herself instead of letting others decided for her…

981. If there was a fire and you could only rescue one thing from your room (all people and pets have escaped on their own, even goldfish) what would it be?: My laptop…..all accessories included….

982. If you could, what 3 albums would you force everyone to remove from his or her CD collections?

1: Britney Spears of any kind…

2: N’Sync of any kind….

3: Backstreet Boys of any kind….

983. Does Marilyn Manson scare you or bore you?: Bores….don’t even give her a second glance.

984. What do you think of the Insane Clown Posse?: Dunno….never heard of it.

985. What’s the best movie about high school?: Ferris Buller’s Day off…lol.

986. Do you like Michael Jackson better in the 80’s 90’s or today?: Back then…hands down.

987. Is choosing a different store to shop in from most people really making a statement?: I’d say so…says you wanna be unique.

988. What’s the riskiest thing you’ve ever done?: Lol..you want me to pick one? Okay…uhh…here, I’ve jumped of a 30 foot cliff into water and almost hit the side of the rocks…

989. Have you ever ridden in a car while the driver had been drinking?: Yeah….

990. Who needs to get a life?: Don’t we all?

991. Do write on yourself with milky pens?: Sometimes, lol.

992. What should be different about high school curriculum?: More options. Like LANGUAGE. Spanish, German, and French are too easy! Try getting harder languages in…

993. Right now are you exactly the way you want to be?: Yup.

994. Who can save you from yourself?: No one….I can only save myself sadly….for now.

995. Are you a responsible person?: Very….I do what I’m told and what’s expected of me…

996. “It is absurd to divide people into good and bad. People are either charming or tedious.”

— Oscar Wilde

Do you agree?: Yes…I do.

997. How many greatest hits albums do you own?: Not sure….

998. Are you at risk for a.i.d.s.?: I don’t think so……

999. Do you want to have it all?: Nope.

1000. Do you collect green pictures of dead presidents?: You mean money? Yes ma’am!…But not yet…..*sulks*